My little man turned 6 today...I truly can hardly believe it!
6 feels like such a grown up kid age and now my second little boy has reached that milestone.
He is still a passionate, melting, loud, witty, talking, fast boy. And he sure loves his birthday.

Carter, you are loved beyond measure. Happy Birthday!!!

I will add one soon

Community...

How do you define this word?
We all would have our own definition, but I think the core of it would come down to a sense of belonging.

I feel lately, a lot of my Mom friends are missing out on the meaning of this word.
They don't have a great family support (geographically or just not around) and feel like they are taking up a friends time if they ask for help.

This makes me sad. I have to admit I truly feel the same way. Mainly when it comes time to ask for help. We are in a scoiety that strives for us to do it all, all the time. You are weak if you have to ask anyone for anything.
I thought I had gotten over this through each of my pregnancies (which literally leave me helpless and unfunctional), but each time I went back to my ways of "all by myself."

I just think it's wrong.  So I am determined to do what I can to increase the value of my community. I don't feel like I have a lot of time on my hands and certainly don't feel like I have a lot to offer. But I want to see my girlfriends and I want them to feel comfortable to know me well enough that they can ask me what they need from me.

I want to be in their lives that I actually know what's going on, that they don't have to ask any more, because I'm aware of the need. But as I work towards that, I want to be available.

Since last year, it has been our plan that I would start working on going back to work full time. Right now I work part time on a set schedule of Thursday and Friday nights and every Saturday. Nothing has really come up and I was feeling a little discouraged, but last week it finally dawned on me that I need to be a blessing with the time that I do have at home.

So here's my first step...morning tea. Nothing crazy, nothing stressful, but just a chance for my friends to have a place to come hang out for as long or little as they would like and start to grow our community. Not necessarily in size (although I'm happy to have as many as will come), but find that sense of belonging and comfort to draw on eachothers strength.

So every Tuesday morning, my house is open. And I hope my time can be a blessing and my community that I so desperately need will be a strong one.

I'm baaackk!!!!!
Well now that all two of  you are smiling ear to ear to hear all my stories and see way to many pictures of my kids...I promise not to disappoint :)

It has been far too long, too many months, too many stories...

Our computer died a few months ago and with it went all things blogger.
Not that I was the most dedicated blogger, but I certainly enjoyed it when I got around to it. And here's hoping my new computer and new school year will have a positive impact on my time spent sharing my life with the two people who follow me.

So where to start...
This past summer flew by! I can hardly believe the boys are back at school. Carter started grade one, which means he goes every day. It's only me and Zachary holding down the fort. Needless to say I am desperate for play dates to keep him occupied.

Peyton went back to camp at Lakeshore Pentecostal Camp in July. It's a camp in Cobourg that I grew up going to, and actually my Mom did too. My parents purchased a cottage there in the spring, so he had a great time and slept at the cottage. We took some holidays that week and spent the last part of our time at the cottage, with just our family. It was very relaxing.

We also attend our VBS at our church. It runs from Monday to Friday, 9am-1pm. And this year they had a nursery open for a small fee. So of course I sent all 3 and enjoyed some wonderful mornings by myself.

Ryan and I also celebrated our ninth wedding anniversary. I love this man. He drives me crazy and makes me fall in love with him everyday. There is no one I would rather spend this life with than him.

We are in the second week of school now and it has been going very well. The boys are thoroughly enjoying school. Like I said Carter is in grade one and Peyton has started grade three. I can barely wrap my head around the fact that he's in grade three. I have vivid memories of being his age. How is it possible I have a child that age...I'm far too young lol.

I am still working part time, with the hopes of going full time sometime this  year. Really praying the right doors are open for us.

Our big thing coming up is our trip to Disney World!!!! We are going for a week in October and I can't wait. The boys are so excited and I am truly feeling blessed that we will have a chance to go away as a family for that length of time. We really haven't had a family vacation since we have been a family.

So that's a quick synopsis of our past few months. So with out further ado, I present you some pictures...